hello love ,

sorry for not update the other night . mebbie my lazyness come around that night that i dont wish to type so much over here . tonight will be post about the outing that i had with boyfriend . but first i wanna say afew update bout me . i have been sick for like how many days , ermmm as for today will be three days . i felt weird & uneasy with my body temperature . been eating disorder lately . when i feel i wanna eat , i eat . i want to have my proper meal so that i can live healthy & happy . stuff like that you know . my stomach being so funny . the sounds & the ache . feels like wanna vomit . dont worry im not pregnant . i told mama that im sick , mebbie im lack of drinking plain water . oh well . dah sakit nak buat mcm maner kan . ishk . mcm maner nih nak kua dgn boyfriend . seriously shit i dont wanna be like this . ah fuck . before i took some rest just now in the middle of the night , taken two tablets of panadol & i fall asleep easily . wake up at three in the morning yet still sick & my body temperature still hot . nvm tho . i hope the sickness will go away soon .

okay . update the outing . on the wednesday evening , meet up with boyfriend at his crib . had our little quarrel . i dont wish to inform over here . but we are good now . back to being love status . cook prata & burger . mushy mushy here & there . while we laying down on the queen size bed , i told boyfriend that i wanna go out . yes ! we did our walk to the bedok reservoir which not too far , not too near . anyway . its quite dark at night so we have to be very close & keeping our palms together tight . when we reached reservoir , we sat down near the pillar & we ate crackers , drink ice lemon tea , watch videos on net with unexpected wireless connection , chit chat , singing -_- & etc . at that point of time , boyfriend still have doubts on me of changing attitudes . oh well , lets skip that part . we took video which i like to share with you guys . if i can . we walk around the reservoir . theres a group of guys were fishing . by right cannot , but i guess they go on with their fishing . an amazing & touching night with our sweet & sour conversation . we talked about our past , what we had done when we with our exes . i did cry a lil tho . people do make mistake sumtimes , but me mistake have been never be cured . how great is that ! it takes time to change & boyfriend so much happier now coz im being truthfully more && boyfriend willing to wait for the changes . thank you so much boyfriend . boyfriend heard alot of my stories from A to Z . i just wanna share my thoughts , feelings & spend with him till the rest of my life . he being nice to me but yet . bla bla bla . you can just feel in the phrase for me . after we had our conversation , i told him that ' dy , i sayangkan you ' he told me this ' i pon sayangkan you . i tak nak kehilangan you ' how sweet can he be . we ourselves do not know whether we are getting married or not . klau ader jodoh tak kan ke maner . btol tak ? we must make an effort to make this happened . insyallah . amin . wait wait theres sumore , while we were talking , we been disturb by ghost . we weren't scared at all . we heard the floor were like shaking . we turn to the right , we saw nothing . another one thing is that ghost making sound with the pillar rings . that night not so much of windy just normal yet the thing keep clinging & clinging . ader music pulak tuu . i wanna laugh tho . hahaha . funny funny . after we are done , we decided to go home at five in the morning . walk into the dark spot again but with people around . pheww . reached home & we rest for awhile . mushy mushy here & there . bout nine in the morning , boyfriend sent me to the bustop . taking my five zero six bus . home sweet home bout eleven plus minus in the afternoon . kay stop . i update so much here .

currently , listening to my blog songs & i guess i wanna upload pictures , change my background skin & change blog skin . yesterday work shift was damn busy . been scolded by my assistant manager . aper aku buat salah siol . i was rewrite my order since my handwriting was very bad . i want the kitchen stuff read it clearly without approaching me whats this & whats that . beh tibe tibe ass manager aku marah aku . but its a good thing im being so patient & i spoke to him nice & calm . i was so sickly that night & people intend making my blood in a higher stage . thats not fair you know . when closing time , my ass manager were smiling at me . hahaha . that part was like whatever . hahaha . okay go ! lets view photos & video are below . good night lovely . sweet dreams of me . hurhur . i wanna watch CINTA GILA ! again another aaron aziz drama . wek ek eow . okay bye .